If anything has taught me this year is to be yourself and not let someone make you into a person they want you to be. It has taken me a very long time to rediscover myself and I can honestly say that I am the most happy I have been in a very long time. 2016 has been all about lifestyle changes and they could not have came at a better time.
It has taken me a long time for me to get back on my feet after my break up, and you know even though I was hurt at the time, when I was in the relationship I was trapped. But I suppose that was my own fault. I supported everything, and helped through addiction and troubled times. And as I came in to a troubled time through out University it was too much for my partner to handle and made it an easy way out for him I suppose. But I obviously didn't give him the best explanation of how we could work things out and it wasn't what he wanted. But I'm single now and I am better in myself and I think it is more than just being single.
I have since then Dropped out of University and even though it was probably one of the hardest decisions of my life to make I done it. My year at uni was not something I want to remember to be honest. I had the hardest time down there myself. The closest people to me are the only people that know what I went through, but maybe not into as much detail as I could have went. I was never sure about Uni to begin with, and I suppose I just went with the flow, and ended up stuck. I since stuck out a year( which could be said was wasted) on something I didn't enjoy so much. But you nee to try things before changing, I experienced Uni and it wasn't for me. And I suppose I am proud to say I done at least one year, Yeah I'm not getting a degree in Fashion Technology but I am happy. And you know if you are not happy doing something what is the point in doing anything? Do you and do what you want! Live Life how you want it, not for others.
This summer I have been able to loose weight since coming off my contraceptive pill, which has done me the world of good. My skin, mood and life has changed and it's such a good feeling.
If I could go back I would have went with my gut and not been so forgiving. It has wasted a lot of my time, but it has been a great life lesson and looking forward to the new things that are going on.
It's an end of an old chapter and a great start to a new one.
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Fee x
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